Burnt Again!! And its still a cloudy day!! sob

Went AA again with Janice and Ah Bil todae..

Woke up really early coz we wanna avoid the morning madness.... We drove to Whitesands and park our car there before hopping on the shuttle to go to CEC (Changi Exhibition Center) GREAT! we beat the crowd this year. hehe.

We reached there and skipped all the queue, coz Joel let me bring Jan and BIL thru the exhibitor's entry. hehehe.

Did the touristy things...photo photo more photosss..hehee....bought popsicles...watched the airshow, played with the ang mo kid (he is SOOOO CUTE!)

Roam around and saw Ferdi at his booth, but he was busy, so din go over to say hi.

We went back about 2ish..soooo tired. Went to Wisma to have a little nothing to eat, and juz roam around, appreciating the air con. hehe.

It was another cloudy day at AA...BUT ...yes....Im Burnt! Red!again~~~

~Sigh~

Burnt @ AA, on a cloudy day!! #%^&$%^

No duty for the APM team for AA onsite at Changi, as our show is coming in few weeks.



However, since my team is all new, except me and Dan, we went to AA show anyway to get a feel of on site for the freshmen. It was a cloudy, windy day, great! no sun! hahaha


We walked around, went for the flying display (i muz say this year, its quite dissapointing. But the A380 was not bad..hehe. Like a big fat worm

I bought the collectible item - SQ Boeing 747. on the good cause for the Singapore Children Cancer Society :P Hmm..till now, i have yet to take it out from the box coz i donnoe where i can place it. hheeeee

After about 12ish, the whole team took cab to Swenson's at Changi Airport. We had planned a surprise bdae party for QJ hehehe. We told her its a project team lunch meeting. hahaha. She was soooo surprised when the wait staff brought in party packs, cake and sang her a bdae song. hehhe.




QJ, Me and Jassie :)








And of coz...my BELOVED TEAM!!!
(Mark, BearBear, Dan, Maxie, Me, Jeremy, QJ, Jass)


When i came home todae........OMG!!!
My hand was burnt! I was red! GOSH!!! Where did that come from ...urggghh......it was cloudy!

SOBSOB!

AA Conf & OC

Its the Annual Reservist again:
Asian Aerospace & Asian Defence Technology 2006





Was there for the conference yesterday for briefing and the APSEC dinner. so tired.....


And this morning, have to reach very early for the APSEC and Land conference. Saw Qiwei there as well, as he is in charge of the Land Conference too. Smoe of the topics were interesting, but yeah..most sent me straight to snoooeze land.


yippie! soon it was lunch, and we have a loooong break before we start the official opening ceremony at 6.30pm. hile waiting, chill out with Chris and Sel at Coffee Club @ Marina Square...really nice place. Took some very silly pics too! :)


And of coz! I am having my favourite iced passion tea from Coffee Tea. Hmm...memories..haha. Lio and me used to have this when we meet up at Holland V's Coffee Club.. Wow thats like in 1999...so long ago~~~

Have to make him go with me again when he is back in Singapore in July.





Thats Chris, Me and Sel! hehehe...

My heart missed a rhythm - 怖い

Went out for lunch today at Tampines as Mark and me wanna buy a fan for the office, coz its soooo stuffy to work on Saturdays (after 2) and Sundays...

We went to eat the Weh-nice wanton mee.. and take away one extra pack for Daniel.

While driving back....mark's crash into the car in front of us, who was off brakes, slowly rolling after the filter lane. We thought he move, so we check the traffic coming from the right, and wanted to step on gas...and CRASH!!! It happened. The rear of the Toyota Corrolla in front of us was ....hmm..make me wonder if that car is made out of sardine cans...

Mark's car is sturdy...the number plate was in 'twisted' form. other than that, seems not too much of damage superfically. but there is a finger gap between the bonnet ....

So all the info exchanges blah blah......we drove back to office, very down. That corrolla also went into our building.... *pai se*

Anyway, Mark was very upset, coz just before CNY, the rear was crashed, and he needs to repair that...and now. Shit happened again.

He checked with Cycle and Carriage, and They actually wanna MINCED him! They said the bonnet must be change (entirelly) and the air con is affected, watever watever must change. He was like..HUh?!!! Sure-A-nat!! The qoute is out... frigging S$4000!!!! And the corrolla 'damage' cost about S$2K!!!!

Before the crash, while buying the fan, i saw the Champs and 707 (oops..is it?) ad...so i took a photo of it with the fone, and mms to Ing Jen. hehhe. And then after the accident, i was replying to his sms, and told him about the crash. Think he must have told chiuso about it.

Coz chiuso called me in the evening to check...thats nice of you chiuso. I was happy for that moment =) *Silly goose*

Chatted a bit, and he told me about career advancement (don wanna detail it here, sekali, somebody who chanced about this blog, happened to know @@) hahaha

I am, still looking for opportunities in Australia and London. China = i chicken out.

Oh well.....time to wrap up my work..and stop bloggin. hehe.

But juz have the phobia of driving. Me still having that blue black on my leg...
Gosh....my heart juz skipped a rhythm again ..juz thinking about what has happened in the afternoon......

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Transforming chubs~~~

Haha..saw this link from Coco's blog...and tried it for myself

*SHOCK* !!!!!

I look stunningly UGLY. hahaha..but it was fun..try it!!!


http://www.dcs.st-and.ac.uk/~morph/Transformer/index.html






<---- This is Ang Mo Chubs
*URGH*

--This is drunk chubs *GASPS*...i really look like this??!! --->

<---- Manga Chubs
(Thats okie....)

----------------- This is Mucha Chubs --->
...................... Whats mucha??)



<--- Modigliani chubs
(looks like a art piece?)


......West Asian Chubs (Panda?) --->
OKIE!! THIS IS A DISASTER!!




ANOTHER DISASTER!!!!
<---- Afro Chubs


.................... Ape Chubs --->
.."................................." Shuddup......

Its a Lonely V-Dae @ Work =(

Happy V-Dae my frens!

Dont ask me how i spend....coz its not too hard to still find me in office finishing my work...


Yep, its a lonely V-dae...

Didnt wanna go to city alone as well, coz it is kinda lonely and sad to see everyone having their partner, holding hands, walking, having nice dinners. Hmmm...i miss it.

Was looking at this pic again. Yes, it was named "3am" - was drawn and email to me at 3am. Hehe..looks silly but sweet. He cant sleep, and drew this. Really amusing..but...nice.

Hope my frens are spending nice moments with their partners...its so sweet.

For myself...how many lonely v-dae must i passed? When i was here, he was there. When he came back, he juz came back to singapore. And this year, its diff again...

With the person you love, everyday is a v-dae. =)

Okie...i better knock off and crash soon.

Wanted to watch movie so much. I havent been to cineleisure ever since nov.....don dare to go there.... Coz it was our weekend haunt...movies, K, movies..and more K.

I hope you are spending todae well too ^^

Atarashii Tokei

Yes! I finally bought my new tokei todae..saw this for a long time, and yet din have the heart to buy it coz its about S$450. Ever since my "arrivederci fossile day", i decided to buy it as i have the S$180 Takashimaya voucher anyway.

Suppose to do some work this morning, but ended up watching FULL HOUSE the entire morning and early afternoon. Oohh...hehe..juz love Rain..so cute..haha.

Aniwaes, finally peel myself off the bed and went to shower before going to buy my watch. Saw a Tag Heuer too, S$1600 but there is 20% discount. Not bad bad ne.... But after 'careful' thinking, i decided to buy the Armani watch and leave the Tag heuer till end of the year...hehe

Big headache now....have to finish my work before going to the designer's place tomorow. Definitely have to FA tomorow if not, printing and mailing will be delayed for the preview. Mark picking me up to go there together. I think afternoon need to have lunch with Daniel and Larry to choose the models for the Maritime Fashion, and then perhaps detailed out the plans for the Fashion Show. Tired..tired..... Its been a stressful 2 months... i wish i have someone there for me to complain to, to chill out with...juz to take away the stress and lil upset feeling i have at work....

Awww.... its V-Dae soon too....sux.... =(

My best fren is engaged!!

CONGRATULATIONS MJ!!!

hehe..so happy for you. You are now Mrs Ben!

The last time i met MJ in KL, she was upset over a break up. So am I.

But few months later, she told me she met someone..hehhee. i was so happy for her!!!
Then in Dec, i met her and her bf, now her finace! hehehe =)

Ben is a nice person. You seldom see your babe's bf miggling around her frens, laughing, joking and chatting with her frens as though he knew them ages too. A guy who is himself, and is so comfy with the gf's frens. This kinda guy, is a good catch! hehehe. Can also feel that he dote MJ so much..hehe..always so happy and touching to see them together.

Babes, you found the ONE! hehe...so happy for you. When i read your email describing the whole situation...i feel like crying..hehe..so touching.

well.....do you mind if i share here? hehe..its such a wonderful news not to share..heee

Ben and MJ were at this nice restaurant....when Ben went out to get his guitar and sang "when you said nothing at all" to her. After that i think he said "when you said yes.." (MJ..right? haa)

The wait staff then brought a cake out that says "Will you marry me?" hehee

soooo sweeet.

I juz have a soft spot when a guys sings to me. I'd prolly be "YES!! DO I DO!!!" hahahaa...joking.

oh well....but really..a guy that sings for you...gosh..how sweet it is! hehehe.

Congrats again MJ. HOpe to see you soon, if not perhaps in April, i will go up to have my shopping trip, and we shall catch up!

How's your posting to Singapore?

Chubbi's own 5 minutes...

Oh its so boring...extremely busy day again as usual. Wont have peace till after march.
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Juz finished my work and waiting for Daniel to wrap up his work and we are leaving the office. Its already 2335hrs. Quite early to go home actually. But we were so wear out.
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It was so stressful to the point that i juz left the office yesterday at 9ish to meet Janice and BIL to go home together. haha. Never have i juz put down my pen and leave office without finishing what i supposed to complete for the day. hehe..find it quite funny.
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Janice and BIL was having a radio interview by the chinese station 958FM. Coz Mark is looking for a couple to have the interview on Valentine's Day. So i asked jan and bil to come lor. Anyway..its juz some easy questions to participate and the station will extend the Valentine Diner Voucher to them from some hotel.
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Always going home at wee hours, and i love waiting for the can at my office lobby. Its very breazy and yuo get to see planes take off and land. VERY NEAR too. And its so relaxing to juz stand there in the dark, in the breaze and watching the planes. I needed this quiet time. It feels so special. Then it kinda reminded me about the days with him, just rot in the room, watching DVD, even silly DVD like Shin Chan (La Pi Xiao Sin) It was a nice feeling. Or walking the dog in the park near randwick. It was nice.
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In that 5 minutes waiting for the cab each day, enjoying the breaze, that i actually have time for myself, some time to day dream and recall some memories.

Very Nice...

In Another 5 minutes, it will be chubbi's own time again....

The libra...heee

Ohhh..thats me...true about me...but they have forgotten to include. libra are always in dilemma. ehehehe

Libra Woman:

• Libra woman treasures the man she's chosen to love and honor above all else on this earth.
• She is a perfect companion and is romantic.
• She doesn't like to be a stone around her husband's neck.
• She is fair and weighs everything twice before making a decision.
• Her decisions are usually right, as they are made after careful considerations.
• She is highly intellectual and has amazing powers of analysis. She makes a good professional advisor in business.
• One cannot help appreciating her efforts at fairness and her ability to judge correctly by weighing all sides,when it comes to something that really matters.
• She is sentimental and affectionate. She is very dependable and raises herself to face the problem when there is crisis in the family.
• A Libra woman is affectionate and never neglect her children.

Summer's leg is hurt

So poooor thing!!! Summer's leg is giving her problem again...and she is limping again.

I want to cry oredi~~~~~~~~~

Someone....juz help summer cure her bad legs!! =~(

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

A long article but it's meaningful. Do take your time to read it..... I really love the verse "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay". If you fall for somebody don't pretend that it didn't matter. Love is something that can't you can afford to have mind games. Quickly tell your love, you love him/her so.

Tree

The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a Trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.I like her.

I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.

When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type That will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't.

Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago When I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leafdeparture is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"


Leaf

During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt That for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit.

They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since helove me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, Accompany him,love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him.

The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...


Wind

Because I like a gal called leaf.

Because she's so dependent on tree So I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I First met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a Petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explainthe feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her awayIt's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to Talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.

Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my years. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay….