...and the meaning of my name....

THIS IS SO DEPRESSING!!!

Good ness. When i asked my fren what my name meant.
Read on - its a sad fact - actually quite true for me. *okok..not the part where they say capture and violated okie,..*
But in terms of holding on to love

"Well my dear Eileen,Your namesake was a rather tragic love story. She was a pretty fairy like waif, according to Greek mythology. However, she fell in love with the most handsome demi-god around than (demi-gods are like near immortal heavenly messengers for the gods & goddesses on Mt. Olympus). His name was "Narcissus", where the (rather negative) term "narcissistic" or obssesive love with oneself derived from. He however loved himself too much, despite being occasionally attracted by your namesake's amorous advances to him. She fell into great despair & started to neglect her duties, most important of which was being the favoured lantern bearer to Helen. Helen in a rage, temporarily banished her down from Mt. Olympus to earth as a punishment.

Here, the Greek fables got even worse. She landed near the gates of Hades and wandered, lost & lonely, pining for her love. There was a Greek minor demon (known as a minion but whose name was not stated), whose job was to watch that site, as many were banished from Mt. Olympus to that area, where the minion would lead them astray into Hades for eternal condemnation.Overcame with lust by her ethereal beauty, he changed form & impersonated Narcissus and approached Eileen. She was deceived by the minion & gave herself willingly to him. After the deed was done, he changed back to his original form and chained the sleeping waif for his further perverted pleasure. Y

our namesake woke up and found herself bound in chains. She realised she was tricked but was already too late as the minion repeatedly violated her savagely.Helen, having missed her after a few moons had passed, started to search for her hand-maiden.

When she finally found Eileen, she was already corrupted beyond recognition by the minion & was carrying the ba@#$rd child of that minion. As it was against the rules of Mt. Olympus, Helen killed that minion and allowed Eileen to take her own life. Her corpse was reportedly burned to ashes & dumped into a river, instead of given a proper burial in the beautiful gardens of Mt. Olympus, where fairies & demi-gods were usually buried."


Okie.......what more can i say~~~