Chubs' Sanctuary

チャビーの物語 把握今天的美,因为它是明天美好的回忆 =)

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Chubs' Hiatus..

The Finale..

终于太阳还是升起
蒸发昨夜为你落的泪滴
终于自己能为自己
呼吸一口不为你活的
呼吸为自己而呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
噢噢明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景
一开始你就准备好
最后一集你抽身的干净
成全了你也就是我成全自己
最后最美的期许
那天你眼神泄漏孩子气
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定
那开场白说得越真越壮丽
那最终话就是遗憾的天地
不该继续叹息
再次深深呼吸为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心
明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运
不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语
虽然心还疼痛地
感谢名单还有你
终于太阳还是升起
蒸发昨夜为你落的泪滴
终于自己能为自己
呼吸一口我不为你活的呼吸
最终话的最终场景
女孩眼中他的背影

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

The Sacred Red Rose

An email i received from Uncle Paul, a touching story and for you, i would like to say those words too.

And, I also wish...for a tulip.

Each year he sent her roses,
and the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early,
way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy,
everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems and
placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours,
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was
to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude,
that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour,
as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there
were roses sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in,
and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone,
to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him,
if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her,
causing her such pain?
"I know your husband passed away,"
"I knew you'd call,
and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,
were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead,
he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order,
that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
you'll get them every year.
There also is another thing,
that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...
he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out
that he's no longer here,
that's the card that should be sent
She thanked him and hung up the phone,
her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached
To get the card.
Inside the card, she saw that
he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence,
this is what he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year
since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard
for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
and the pain is very real.
Or if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything
so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say,
you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year,
but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy,
even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses
will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses,
think of all the happiness,
That we had together,
and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you
and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still.
Please...try to find happiness,
while living out your days.
I know it is not easy,
but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year,
and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered,
when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day,
in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit,
he will know without a doubt
To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him.
and place the roses where we are,
together once again. '
Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that the re really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is
an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.
This is the sacred RED ROSE.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

The Birthday Song

The birthday song i played for you at Secret's...Happy Bdae Chiuso
The Birthday Song

Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way to say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul You've helped to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Dont count the years, just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Dont ever lose the wonder of that child within your eyes

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the years we've share together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessingSuch a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

The day another @@ lands on earth~

Happy Birthday Chiuso,

Hope it was fantastic for you tonite.

Dinner went really well and a big Thanks to Paul and Ronnie @ Secrets! - chiuso knows... =) - for making the nite possible.

Shall kept details in chub's memories. Bleah..not going to share it here =) Hee!

Let me be secretive for once?

Chiuso, hugz, happy bdae
Actually felt bad about yesterday nite - for calling chiuso while he was out with Jess for a bdae drink, hope...it didnt spoil anything.

sorry wo.... - i should give chiuso more space ...

When chubs felt sad...

Its past midnite..and its chiuso's birthday =)

Happy Birthday, chiuso

Called him to wish him and he was having a little celebration with his colleagues from GIS..

Guess, he was sending Jess home when i called him - and he is having a drink with Jess at Dempsey's. Aww....felt a little uneasy - but oh well, hope they have fun there.

Its a little of mix feeling isnt it? Hope they have fun, and yet, i felt uneasy?

Since he told me he didnt wanna drink at dempsey's but he went anyway....so thoughts juz run wild, and it occured to me, maybe he still loves jess's company?

Its your birthday chiuso, so ...spent it happily, it is up to your wish.

I'll see you tomorrow then....

Chiuso...happy birthday

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

N-Day Hang out~

So tired yesterday - and didnt managed to sleep till late, reading my book.

That's why woke up late this morning, hehe, only at 1030! tsk tsk

Oh no! Then realised i have to go and have the car washed, and meet Chiuso. He woke up earlier then i expected, so i speed up to shower and got prepared.

He gotta send mom to get some stuff, so i will pick him up after my intended car wash - didnt had the car wash coz the one i went to, was not operating, and the other one down the road had a LOOOONG Q! man! All the Thomson people are here issit?

Anyway, gave up, went to pick chiuso first, then we headed to Botak Jones for lunch. Chris and Joyce were telling me about it: weh-nice, must try........etc.

So we procrastinated till todae, and decided to try it. Ooh, its in a coffee shop - hmm..okie, luckily it wasnt too hot, it was breezy instead. Ordered our Cajun Chicken, Botak Jones Burger and 2 Kikappo (is this how you spelt it?) to share.

Ratings: 5 * being best

Cajun Chicken: ****

Botak Jones Burger Set: **1/2

Overall Quality: ***

Recommendation: **1/2 (try for yourself, no hurry)


I was expecting it to be REAAAALLLLY gooood coz Chris and Joyce loved it... hehe!

I would really wanna have Arthur's Burger-da-lot in Randwick, Sydney =) Aww..I missed that awesome burger! (I bet Chiuso also missed this)


Yes, Singapore is a boring island - so instead of going to city (which we planned, coz i wanna get some stuff), we went to IMM, coz i wanna look at beds (im fickle minded!)

Hmm...seems like the whole west side were in IMM too - very very crowded. But of coz, chubs is always having parking luck =)

Went to Daiso to get some knick knacks, i bought a little container for my office, and chiuso bought a CD sleeve that you could place it on the car shades - and some caramel corn munchies.

We walked around a lil looking at beds, and eventually chiuso was the one looking around for his new mattress - very comfy, but quite steep.... Do they have 40winks in Singapore?

Looking high and low for my Ta Ben Xiang Thermo Flask - urgghh, the WHOLE of IMM, they dont have it. Doh! Should have remember to buy it when we were in Taka yesterday - aiyo...Mopomi! never remind me ne!

We were feeling a lil exhausted too, I had this dizzy spell coming up too, ohh...din tell chiuso - chiuso also wanna go swim - so we left the place about 5ish.

After chiuso's place, i went ahead to try my luck at the car wash - ohh...the Q is shorter now - about 7 cars in front of me....darn. But it was quite fast - about 15 min wait.

THEN i know why the whole world was there - coz its only S$3!! Quite cheap huh. Hmm....coz......the $$ equates to the effort - yesh......they din wash it properly....oh well! since im lazy to wash myself, and its only 3 bucks - okie, i shant complain.

Woo...juz finished my emails and the u-tube clips that chiuso sent over - haha, quite funny.

Chubs is getting tired~~~there goes one holiday.....

When's the next one?

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Fast n Furious: Tokyo Drift

Ohh, took a break from work today - havent been drinking the herby drink for soo long, and i think my migraine's back for a visit.

Was vegetating, and cleared some old clothes to give away, and finally peel myself off to shower and get dressed to meet Chiuso.

Wow....i found sooo many clothes that I brought back from Sydney, and I havent touched them since..... My Favourite Saba Melbourne, Kookai, Mooks! hehe! Love them all. Pack the unwanted ones in a bag, and then the rest back in order. OKIE! Im going to wear the Saba Melbourne todae, and for something different, i wore a little piece of skirt todae, haha!

Chiuso finished earlier than expected, oh no, im still fiddling my hair - managed to reach there in time, park the car and then we did some shopping, paying of bills etc.

We went over to Daniel's to see if the shirt is ready - but aww....nah...not yet

Walked around Raffles City to look for my 大笨象 Thermo Flask - but alas, they don have the one i wanted....so we shop around and decided maybe we should go kenko for some massage.

Yeah lo.....chiuso went ahead for foot reflexology without me..hmmp! 讨厌, hehe. Anyway, i had mine done in Port Dickson. Chiuso was a lil tired, so i suggest we should go back and pick our car from Funan then drive to Marina - but chiuso saw esplanade was prolly near (hey! its the same distance if we walk to MSQ ok?) so we decided to stroll across Padang to go to the Esplanade Kenko instead - much nicer to0.

Hmm..toking about fickle minded....from a foot massage, we think maybe we want a back massage....IN THE END - we had an hour of full body massage. hahaha! thats a whole world apart - monetary as well. haha!

So we had this hour-long massage, it was really nice, coz all the tension knots were loosen up. Aiyo..chiuso fell asleep. haha

ohh, already 730 when we were done, so we stroll back to Funan - ohh, soooo many people at Esplanade, i think they were there for the fireworks. Juz nice, we reached Great World at about 8ish, had dinner, then watched Fast n Furious: Tokyo Drift.

It was AWESOME! Drifts...and more drifts. aweeeeessssoooommmme! ehehe. Though i like the first 2 series more, this one isnt that bad too! Though i missed the cast, but this 3rd series, not too bad either =)

Yep: its a **** over 5.

Dont we love speed? =)

Monday, August 07, 2006

140 kmph.....Awesome...

Monday is boring...haha, which monday isnt, no? =)

Cleared most of my work, and start to pack a little coz we are reshuffling our workstations...

Wanna go to Tan Chong to look at the alignment of the car, but aww....the wait.....

Met Chiuso for lunch at Sushi Tei - he was still in office when I reach HV, so i went to shop around, saw this realllllllly nice jewellery shop and bingo! as I have guessed, from Italy - coz the stones and glass looks so European. Bought some stuff to make the collage too, and then went on to Cold Storage to check out if they sell the cheese and other stuff that i needed for my Greek Cuisine Experient. haha.

Had lunch - erm...the food wasnt fantastic, but i bet the company was =)

Couldnt go movie at night, coz Chiuso will be meeting his fren, so we will go the next day...

We had a quicker lunch todae coz he needs to go NUH, while i need to go back and finish my work too....

And came evening.........where the feel of 140kmph drag is back - and Im still good.

Brought the baby out for some speed =) Awww man, the feeling was still good. Though i miss the S13, feels awesome - and yes, i did bring it out to push it before - lio is going to kill me if he knows this haha, too late. Whenever he upsets me last time, i will take the car out of the garage and head towards Brighton Le Sands to 'cool down'. haha.

i forgotten to post these postings?!

Ohh! realised i wrote these and forgotten to post it! darn. haha. Here it is again:

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Polkie Dottie!

OHHHH YesH!....

I Finally bought my SHOES! =)

I love these retro looking polkie dotie from Nine West - saw another nice pair of working heels, but i think i should be irrational for once and buy these gorgeous thing...hoho!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

今出張中する。。また来週。。

Port Dickson, Avillion Resort

3 Aug ~ 5 Aug 06

今出張中する。。また来週。。



Retreats.....sheesshh...brainstorming session...aka.....faking the bonding....

Tomorrow have to go to Port Dickson...so everyone is trying to rush their work todae - office todae re-enacts the situation when stock market opens~~

Finished most of my stuff - okie...havent finish the APM project plan yet - but nevertheless, met Chiuso for lunch todae - it was crowded, so we went to Ting Tai Feng, had the usuals.

Then, split up to buy stuff for his meeting later - i headed for the supermarket, he went around buying savouries...

We were done in 15 mins, and i helped him pack everything to the trunk...oh! i parked near him.

Then i headed to buy the herbal lozenges while he went back for work. Rain has stopped.

busy busy busy busy..........managed to finished stuff and headed to Good Earth Day Spa at Forum......went to chiuso's place and passed him the stuff...top up my gas, and headed home....

now........pack pack pack - i hate it...pack, unpack , pack , unpack............

see......i cant even bother to write properly here.........................so tired.....................

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Perfect Shirts


Met Chiuso after work at Peninsula to collect our shirts - Daniel as usual was busy, so we waited a while. Proudly showed Chiuso my toelies! haaha..nice color wor.

Mmm..our shirts are perfect!! I love mine too. Im making another french cuff one next time. Chiuso still have 2 more shirts in making.

After that, we wanna go to Liquid Kitchen for dinner - but alas! The one near Great World, only serves finger food - so we walked back to Great World and had dinner at Ichiban Boshi instead (hmm..we went to the Sydney one before did we, chiuso?)

We shared a Oyakoju, various sushi and very nice soda drink. Gastronomical? Should be...but i donoe why....my gastric starts to hit me.

We walked around a while - and he bought a travel shaver as well.

Better head home soon, coz chiuso also not feeling well - this morning, his nose was bleeding.

So usual itineary - He drove home - i took over the wheels, and drove home.

DARN! Forgot to top up gas...................

Aww..gotta pack again tomorow nite...shessh.....travelling can be a hassle...